Whih,whenyouthinkaboutit,isevenworsethanadopplegangerthatrunsaroundhurlingvenomatthepeopleyouareabout.
“Ijustdon’tuand,”Hesayster,whenhehastakenashowerandgottendressedeventhoughitisonlyfiveinthemandamebakoutofthebathroomtofindDraourleduponthewindowseat,drawingpituresinthefogoveredgss,“howyououldhavethoughtthosehorriblethingsaboutthetwoofus.”
“I’mnotusedtopeoplelikeyoulovingme.”Draodoesn’tlookathim.“Thewarleftitsmarkonthebadguys,too.”
“Idon’tthinkyou’reabadguy.”
“Andthat’sprobablythebiggestdifferenebetweenus.”
Harrystaresathim,notknowinghowtofixthesuddenriftthathadappeared,butitseemsthathedoesn’thaveto,beauseDraoturnstohim,faepaleandjawsetlikeheispreparingforapunhtothefae,andheknowsthattheoldMalfoyhasshoweduptothefight.
“Youwantthetruth?”Draoisn’twaitingforananswer,butHarrynodsanyways.“ThetruthisthatIareaboutyoualot,andmaybethiswholetimewe’retogetherIwaswaitingforsomeonetoshowmehowitwasn’thappening,howthiswasn’trealoryoudidn’twantmebeauseitjustseemedtoogoodtobetrue.AndIwassoafraidofthatthatIstartedlookingforwarningsignsthatweren’teventhere,andyoumadethisomment—Ifetwhatitwas,really,beauseitwasthatinsignifiant—abouthowIshouldstartlookingforpes,too,andIthoughtthatyoudidn’twantmetoomewithyou,whihmeantthatyououldnotthinkaboutmethesamewayIthinkaboutyou,beauseyou,Harry,areitforme,too.”
Harrydoesn’thavearesponseatfirst,beauseherememberstheomment(andhowstupid,beauseheonlymeantthatHarrywantedDrao’sopinion,notthathewastryingtothrowhimoutonthestreet)anditwasbeforetheyevengottheottage,whihmeantthatthismusthavebeenneedlinginDrao’sbrainforweeks.
“Youhadtohaveknownthatwasn’twhatImeant.”ThereweretearsburninginHarry’seyesandheblinkedthemaway.“Didn’tyou?”
“WellIalmostboughtaftinLondon,soI’dsaythatIdidn’t.”
“Ijustwantedyoutobehappy,soIwastryingtosaythat—thatyoudidn’tjusthavetofollowme,orwhatever,thatitwasn’tmydeision,itwasourdeision.That’sall.”Hewasfranti,desperateforDraotouandthis.“Iwastryingtoletyouknowthatwewereonequalfootingwiththis.”
(There’sanotherthought,onethathedoesn’twanttofouson,abouthowmaybeDraodidn’twanttoliveintheottageafterall,butomeon.Harryhadbuilthimapotionsb,forMerlin’ssake.)
“AndIknewthat.Logially.”Draoliftedoneshoulderapologetially.“ButIalsoknewthatyououldhangeyourmindanytime.”
“I’mnothangingmymind,Drao.”Andeventhoughit’smuhtoosoon,possiblyevenunwanted,onsideringhowbadlyHarryhadapparentlysrewedthingsup,headds,“Iloveyou.”
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