“Andsheaskedmetohelphim.”Draowasbitinghisnails,whihwasabadsign.“Askedtogetyoutohelphim.”
Draodoesn’tsayanything,beausenowheisthinkingofthatnightinthegraveyard,whenallthemasksstareddownathimandLuiusfellatVoldemort’sfeet.
Draoisstilltalking.“Butyouan’thelpme,anyou?”ThewordsutHarryapart,beauseheneverwantsthattobethease,thatDraoishurtingandHarrybelefthelpless.“Youwouldn’tdoadamnthingaboutit,evenifyouould.”
“Hetriedtokillme.”Harrytriestomakehisvoieasgentleashean,buthefaltersonthestword.HedoesnotknowhowtomakeDraouandthehatethatwasinhisfatherwithoutbeingruel,ortotellhimthatheouldnotexusethat,evenforhim.“Hemighthavebeenagoodperson,buthewaswrong.”
“Hewasmydad.”Draosaid,miserably,rippingathisnailsnow,andhishandswerebleeding.Harrywantedtotellhimsorry,sorrythatlifewaslikethis,sorryhismotheraskedthisofthem,sorrythatDrao’sfatherdidwhathedid,justsorry,sorryforsomanythingsthatweren’thisfaultandthatheouldneverfix.Hewantedtofixthem,butouldn’t,justpulledDraotohim.“Hewasmyfather.”
Therewasn’tmuhthatouldbesaidafterthat.Theystaylikethatforafewminutes,thenDraopullsaway,tearsstillstaininghisfaeandeyesred,hisvoiesrathyfromtherying.Harryanstillfeelthetearsonhisshirtdrying.
“Whatever,right?”Draoughed,butitsoundedwrong,beausenothingaboutthisouldbelessfunny.“Hedidwhathedid,andnowthere’snothingthatanyoneansayaboutit.”
“Hetriedtokillme.”Harrysaysagain,dumbstruk,beausethis,thisoionrightnow,whatDraomustbefeeling,thatwassomuhworsethananythingthatHarryhadtodealwithwhenitametohisparents.Whenthey’redeadandyouneverknewthem,theyanneverdisappoint.“I’msorry,Drao.”
Hereahesouttohim,totryandpullhimbak,butDraojustbarksoutaughthatheutsoffbeforeitreallygetsstarted.“Merlin,Harry.”Draosmilesathim,tiredbutalmostfondinaway.“Iknow.It’sokay.”
Harryjustnods,beausethereisnothingheansaytothat.Andwhatwouldhesayanyways?AnotherrenditionofhowthisisnotDrao’sfault,howHarrydoesn’tbmehim,howtheyarefriends?
Beausetheyaren’tfriends,notreally.Thisisnothowyoufeelaboutafriend,thisisnotwhatyoudotoomfortafriendwhentheyarehurtingandyouarehopelesstohelpthem.Theystoppedbeingjustfriendsalongtimeago,butnoneofthatwillhelpthemwiththis.
Chapter15
Harry
Hehearssreaming.
ItonlytakesaseondtorealizethatthesoundhewashearingbelongedtoHermione,andthatshouldn’tbehappening,its
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