Himand…
Hesuumbstosleepbeforeheanfinishverbalizingthatthought.
Harryvisitsthem.
Malfoy’sgazeisbnkagain,andHarryexpetedthat,butthatstilldoesn’tstopthewellofdisappoiinthepitofhisstomah.
“Heomesandgoes,”Narissasayssoftlyfrombesidehim.Hergazetowardshersonissad.“It’sepisodi.Thehealerssayit’saformofdisassoiation,hismind’swayofgettingthroughthetraumaofAzkabanandbeingsoneartheDementors.”
Harryreallswhatitfeelslike.Thesinkingfeelingofdreadanddeath,allthewarmthseepingoutfromhisfiips,asifthebloodinhisveinsisslowlyturningtoie.Heholdshisbreath,saredtoask.“Didthey…”
Narissashakesherheadfirmly.“No,butItakeityou’veseenaDementorbefore?”
WasalmostKissedbyone,Harrythinks,butkeepsittohimself.“Yes,Ihave.”
“Thenyouknowwhatitfeelslike.Andtogothroughitagainandagain,everyday,forthreemonths.”
Harryfeelssikjustthinkingaboutit.
Lettingoutasoftsigh,NarissasitsdownononehairandwavesahandforHarrytositontheother.
Hedoes,arossfromDrao,who’sawake,breathing,buthisgazeisdistantyetagain.Hiswhiteblondhairswayswiththewind,andhishandsarepedontopofeahotheronhisp.Helooksalmost…gentle.
Narissafollowshisgaze.“Iapologizefortheothernight,Mr.Potter.”
“Harry,”Harryutsin.MisterPotteristooformal,tooremioftheiroldretionship,espeiallyinthishouse.“Andno.Youdon’thavetoapologizeforthat.”
Narissalooksathiminsurprise,andit’slearthatshedidnotexpetthat.Butasmileslowlyappearsonherfae,andit’swistful.“Thankyou,Harry.”
Thistime,sheshiftsinherseatsothatherbodyisfainghimompletely,asifsheisgivinghimherfullattention.Hergazeturnsserious.“Ian’tsayIuandwhyyoufeelresponsibilityovermyson.Rather,I’matuallyworriedaboutyou.”
Harrysitsupstraight,startledatwhatshe’sinsinuating.Thedefeneisimmediatelyonhislips.“Idon’t…Idon’tmeananyharm,”hesays,hurt.
“No,youmisuandme,”Narissarushestoassurehim.Sheshakesherhead.“Voldemort—”AndtheunflinhingwaythatNarissasayshisnamehasHarrywjustwheredidthiswomanhideallthise.“—isgone,andsoishisreignofterror,allbeauseofyou.You’reahero,Harry.Youanhaveeverythingyouwantanditwillbegiventoyou.Youanhoosetolivehoweveryouwant.erningyourselfoverDraois,Iuand,a…”Here,herlipspresstightlyagainsteahother,andthereisanexpressionofpainthatflittersarossherfae.“Ahindranetothat,perhaps?”
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